My dear baby!
In just short two months I will hold you in my arms and kiss you endlessly. My heart is racing as I write this and start to realise, this is really happening. You are real and you are mine.
It all started with a pain in the back and tears of defeat. I was sure the nature has let me down once again. Your daddy on the other hand was still hopeful. Then there were two lines. Not the faint ones, but strong and very visible. I still couldn’t believe. My heart has been broken too many times. But you were growing inside of me and a scan showed a small sack and a tiny dot. This was really happening.
Now you are already a big boy, kicking and stretching throughout the day and night. You never stop reminding me you are here, just in case I start doubting again. And I will miss feeling you so close to my heart every minute of the day. Watching you push your tiny hands against my belly, feeling your hiccups and singing you to sleep at night. I will miss the anticipation and the daydreaming about you. What will your personality be like, will you be strong and curious like your daddy or calm and artistic like me? Who ever you end up to be, you will always be my son.
Like you remind me of yourself, I will remind you every day I am here for you and ease your doubts. Laugh and cry with you, help with your problems and teach you the right thing to do. I know we will have our differences, and I look forward to learn from you! I know my life has changed with you and it only gets better from now on. You have already showed how to love unconditionally and you filled our home with unimaginable joy. You have taught me to be brave and to believe in myself. We have so much to give you and even more to learn from you.
I want you to always remember you are my wildest dreams coming true and my love for you will never fade, but only grow stronger every day. I love you my little penguin!
Yours always, mommy
Photography by Aluna Weddings, our dear friends we are so grateful for. I know you will go places!